Where does your self-worth rest?
Do you find your value in:
-Your career or the work that you do?
-Your friendships with others? The amount you are liked by other people? Your relationship status?
-Your performance?
-Checking off milestones, goals, or checklists?
– Meeting your expectations or the expectations of others?
-Temporary things that will pass away?
I think that what we think about ourselves says a lot about where our hope and identity rests. As a social worker in-training if my hope rested in this world, in politics, in social justice movements, in people- I would be so sad and disappointed. If I believed and rested my hope in my own ability to make changes in people, systems, and institutions I would again be disappointed. While I believe that God has me here for a purpose and has led me to the social work field, He is the source, my hope, and anchor. I would not be optimistic, joyful, or at peace if my identity rested in things of this world. It is only through Him that I am able to experience these things genuinely and fully.
“For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal”- 2 Corinthians 4:17-18
If we put our worth in career what happens if God takes that away because you are putting its value higher than Him? If we care so much about what others think, whose voice will be loudest? Will what other people say dominate our thoughts and hearts or will God’s truth reign? Will you let the piercing words of a significant other or past relationship define what you believe about yourself? Will we allow not finishing a task list to define our day or being unproductive? Does God’s love change for you when you have a day devoted to rest rather than constant busyness where you have no time to listen to His voice?
I talk to so many people who struggle with self-esteem and will believe that they are failing or not doing well enough. First off, I would challenge you to define success for yourself. For so long in my own life I defined success by other people. I was class valedictorian, homecoming queen, voted most likely to succeed, and felt this pressure to be a doctor. As the years have gone by, I definitely catch myself in moments caring too much about what others think or trying way to hard to please others. God created me in a way where I love to serve and sometimes I have to question my heart. Am I doing this for someone to glorify or obey God or because I want them to be pleased with me or because I want God to be pleased with me? I think the biggest thing that has changed for me over the course of following God is where my purpose and identity rests which is certainly a work in progress. The voices of others are quieter and now I aim to care more about following God’s will for my life- whatever that might be. I want to be obedient to Him and follow His lead as I know His plans are always greater and better than my own. If God suddenly asks you to move to a distant country and drop your career and what you are doing to follow Him somewhere else, would you obey? Do you find worth and identity in the geographical place where you live?
Another aspect that I often hear about when talking about self-worth is appearance. I think that so many of us struggle with body-image issues at some point in our lives. Maybe we gain weight at some point because of changes occurring in our lives. Maybe we lose weight in an unhealthy or unplanned way. Maybe the voices or comments of others about our bodies have become ingrained and are the voices we hear when we look at ourselves in the mirror.
“I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well”-Psalm 139:14
How can we honor God with our bodies? Do we treat them well? I believe that eating well, exercising, and maintaining healthy work-life balance is honoring to God as it shows that we respect what He has created. The thoughts we think about ourselves can reflect what we think of God’s creation, as we are part of it. I remember hiking up a mountain in Colorado and being brought to tears because of being in awe of God’s beauty that He created. How much more in awe He is of you, a live human being, precious and flawless in His eyes.
“But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him” Luke 15:20
I pray that we are able to understand God’s love more. That we are able to see the world, other people, and ourselves more through His eyes. That understanding more and more the heights and depths of God’s love leave us in awe and wonder.
“I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge-that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God. Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations for ever and ever? Amen.”- Ephesians 3:16-21
“So God created mankind in his own image, in the image of God he created them; male and female he created them”-Genesis 1:27
If you believe Genesis 1:27 that you are created in God’s image and believe that God is worthy, you must rest in the truth that your value and identity is found in who He is and who He created you to be. In believing that He has you here for a purpose and loves and values you deeply and that that is enough. Let us be filled to the measure of the fullness of God. You are deeply loved, fully known, and worthy because the God of this world is so worthy and you were made in His image. I pray that God’s love continues to transform our lives and that He shapes us to become more and more like Him- to see ourselves more with His eyes to help us to see and love others in this light as well. I pray that His love continues to transform this world and that more people are able to believe that they are so so loved and worthy.